Entry #0395
I’m graduating from one of the best law schools in the country. I have a wonderful fiancé and everything seems like it should be going great. But, sometimes I feel like I just want to give it all up. I just want to walk away from my life and never look back. Sometimes I think I’m just going to run away from everything and start again somewhere new, with a new life and a new set of problems. I know that this is unrealistic and selfish of me, but I can’t help it. It feels like I have nothing to live for but a series of the same dull nothingness that I’ve known for my entire life. I just wish for once there was some promise of adventure and difference, but I know there’s not. I’m going to be average and stuck in this same “wonderful” life forever.